It was ok, ok it felt good but Im still feel afraid

Ok, it was the word I said after he asked me this morning how I feel. Altough It felt good i am so afraid. well cause I used protection at the very beginning.

But... at the end he didnt wanna use them, and I said no I wanna used them! But maybe I forgot them when he began to move so fast and it felt so good. I am afraid, why? of course of AIDS! or anything I could have gotten by having sex without protection.

Well I love him, but I wont have let him to make me this agen, now because I am so stupid id have to go to the hospital to take all AIDS tests, damm...

He is sleepin right now it's noon and weve got to go, we have things to do, maybe someday I will remind this day as a bad day but I hope I wont!